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I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions. No more, no less. Ask me anything you want and I will answer it. Then, I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.
its been a while i know. i havent had time to get on w/ work and school. not much has happened tho. it had been two years! that a big thing. easter sucked, had to help move my brother and his wife. matt is a one armed bandit. had a fight w/ car and lost. fractured his wrist. did get to eat at two awesome restraunts tho down in sugar land. this past w/e went to putt putt and played golf, lazer tag, and go-carts. that was fun.
weight room is fun, and is paying off. slowly, but surely. im almost back to the shape i was junior and beginning of senior year. im happy about that.
ok no more. im bored. talk to yall later.
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first off i thought that was on the dot.
well its been forever since ive been in here. i really havent had time. i got school, work, church, school, work, church, all the time. i never have time to get on here anymore. sorry guys. not too much has happened anyways. i mean, nothing exciting. bubba did come into town this week and we played darts a lot and video games. mom has been outta town since tuesday afternoon. whit went with her. nothing happened worth talking about. so yeah.
i guess i can start putting stuff in here more often now. ill make time. ok well im gonna go now. got to get back to work.
talk to yall later.
pet lizzard
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Visual/Spatial | | 93% | Bodily/Kinesthetic | | 79% | Intrapersonal | | 68% | Logical/Mathematical | | 61% | Interpersonal | | 61% | Verbal/Linguistic | | 39% | Musical/Rhythmic | | 25% | </td>
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damn, its been a whole month since ive been in here. im not on the computer very often anymore. sorry guys. even tho i doubt anyone even noticed that.
christmas kinda sucked. down in houston w/ family, and i couldnt go anywhere, so i was locked up. came home and then new years came. that was fun. spent it w/ heather at her house. we had fun, just watched tv and played video games. all ive really been doin is work. it sucks balls. like always. im gonna go bowling w/ amy and brian and others from church.
bubba, u need to come back in town. it was fun w/ u here. maybe soon i can come down there.
thats it, fuck off.
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why does the weekend have to be over already??
i dont want monday to come. mondays suck!
i want it to be the weekend again.
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( ) been drunk (X) smoked pot ( ) snorted anything (X) popped pills (X) kissed a member of the opposite sex (X) kissed a member of the same sex (X) crashed a friend's car ( ) been to Japan (X) ridden in a taxi ( ) met a movie star ( ) had sex (X) been in love ( ) had sex in public (X) been dumped (X) dumped someone (X) shoplifted ( ) been fired (X) been in a fist fight ( ) had a threesome (X) snuck out of my parent's house (X) been tied up ( ) been caught masturbating ( ) broken an arm ( ) had a one night stand ( ) been arrested ( ) stolen parents' car ( ) made out with a stranger ( ) stole something from a job ( ) celebrated new years in time square ( ) gone on a blind date (X) lied to a friend ( ) had a crush on a teacher ( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans ( ) been to Europe (X) skipped school (X) skipped school soley to smoke pot ( ) slept with a co-worker ( ) cut myself on purpose ( ) had sex at the office ( ) been engaged ( ) been married ( ) gotten divorced ( ) had children ( ) seen someone die ( ) been to Africa (X) slapped someone I loved ( ) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball ( ) Flown somewhere to attend a show/festival/fetish ball ( ) Been to Canada (X) Been to Mexico (X) Been on a plane (X) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show ( ) Thrown up in a bar (X) Purposely set a part of yourself on fire (X) Told someone you hated them (X) Told someone you loved them, romantically, and meant it ( ) Lived alone ( ) Been on a cruise ship ( ) Been on the subway ( ) Been on a train (X) Been to Disney World ( ) Been to Disney Land ( ) Eaten Sushi ( ) Been snowboarding ( ) Had sex at a friend's house when they were throwing a party ( ) Given Oral Sex ( ) Met someone in person from the internet ( ) :: WALKED IN ON THEM... didnt want to see that:: (X) Eaten deer meat (speak your mind)
i cant sleep. i was tired, but after i finihsed watching a movie, i couldnt sleep. so i am finishing watching american wedding. looking at that lil survey, i dont have a very interesting life. i dont know. i saw this in someones thing a couple of days ago and just now decided to do it myself. oh well. i dont really know. i got bitched out pretty hardcore thursday. somehow my cell phone bill jumped from $50 a month to $135. dont know how. but got in deep shit for it. i owe my mom money for insurance and cell phone, got to pay college in the next week, christmas is coming up soon and i have no money. in april i have to pay those taxes things, and ill get screwed over that. ive kinda fucked everything up in my life, except w/ heather. shes the only one that is still there for me. i dont know how the hell im gonna get thru this month. i did get the computer fixed. thats a plus. u know what? i really, really, wish i had a time machine. i would go back to the first grade and do everything over again. start over and not fuck up like i did. ive fucked up school since 1st grade and its still screwed up. and maybe i wouldnt have screwed myself over at work either. ya know??
im just a fuck up.
thanks for taking the time to listen to me bitch.
and mostly thank you heather for still being here for me when no one else is. i love you.
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well i havent been in here in a while. not much has happened. but here is a recap of some stuff.
school is boring, work still sucks. i have managed to go a week w/out being bitched at by my mom. thats an improvment. thanksgiving wasnt all that great. kinda sick, and bubba decided to not come in. heather was gone so i was bored the whole time. beat my cousin in pool 8 to 2. had three margaritas on wednesday night. played video games, watched tv, and talked to heather.
thats about all that has really happened for a while. so too bad.
sorry MHS that yall lost. i really thought yall had what it took. :-(
nothing more really. kinda bored.
ive got to go pack some boxes for work, so im outta here. call the cell if u wanna talk.
take care people and have a good week. and remember, only 2 1/2 weeks left of school guys. well for those of us here in midland. so good luck on tests comeing up and finishing out the semester.
later pet lizzard
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You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself.
You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable.
You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt.
Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel.
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i knew when i d/l this song that i had heard it somewhere. i couldnt figure out where from. it was until now that when i looked at the words, that i figured it out. i guess u could call me stupid, or oblivious.
Looking into your eyes I see all I want to be And if I could only put to words The way I see you I only know I have an angel with me now
And when I fall asleep You're all that I see You're in my thoughts And all of my dreams I wish I could be All that you mean to me
My Angel without wings My angel
I wish you could see All you mean to me But I could never find the words to tell you
And when I fall asleep You're all that I see You're in my thoughts And all of my dreams I wish I could be All that you mean to me
And when I fall asleep You're all that I see You're in my thoughts And all of my dreams I wish I could be All that you mean to me
My angel without wings
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john, cyrus, and me are fucking stupid motherfucking people. but damn, we know how to have fun.
yesterday morning we decided to go rent a canoe and go down the midland draw with it(also known as the scharbauer draw) but instead we bought a blow up inertube and played in the "Rio MC" and the draw. lots of fun, till john and i froze our balls off. damn that water was cold!!
but lots of fun. and if it rains again like that in the next few days, we are soooo doin it again. yall should call us up to see where we be at.
gonna go be bored now. later.
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well the end of last week sucked, major.
got bitched out thursday, got bitched out friday, got bitched out saturday morning, got bitched at sunday for a lil bit. but so far no bitchyness today, but its also only 4:00pm.
friday night didnt do much. i think all i did was play video games, build w/ K'NEX, and talk to heather. saturday watched movies w/ mom and sat around while heather was at work. when she got off she came over. we ran to petsmart for amnimal food, and then to taco villa for human food. went back home, ate and headed into my room. watched tv and talked about random stuff. just like good ole days. we found out why God made my feet like hands. talking just to be talkin, laughing b/c we are retarded. yup. fun times. sunday went to church, and no one was there. it was soooo empty, wow! but went home ate lunch and played video games. took my truck up to sear's b/c the tire went flat again. (damn fucking tire). walked around the mall w/ heather while she looked for a dress for her black and white thing this saturday. i will say, the dress she got, she looks very very good in. went back and got my truck. headed over to jen's for her and laura's joint party. it was fun. had to leave early b/c mom had dinner ready when i got home at 7:00. sorry i couldnt stay longer girls, i really did want too. so home to dinner, video games, and reading of my psychology book. chapter 10: motivation and emotion. i only read the motivation part, and it was the 5 time ive read it too. very interesting stuff. then went to bed. woke up this morning and off to work. havent done really anything. nothing much to do. but oh well
i got class in 1 1/2 hours. great fun. not really. but thats it, im outta here. talk to yall later.
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More About Me...
Name: William Andrew Leonhard Nicknames: drew, lizzard, gecko, bob, dumbass, fucktard, boy, mine The best day ever: march 19th
=now= Current mood: I gotta pee Current music: a step behind Current taste: water Current hair: there Current clothes: khakis, long sleeve reddish/pinkish shirt, red polo shirt, black belt, socks, tennis shoes, no underwear!! Current annoyance: the fact that I gotta go pee and cant right now Current smell: office Current thing I ought to be doing: reading Current desktop picture: a mountain Current favorite band: either a step behind or tripleshot
=Do I= Smoke: nope, no more Do drugs: hell no, drugs kill u man Have a dream that keeps coming back: yes, the one I had Friday night, well I had it again Saturday night and last night…. U know which one im talking about heather Read the newspaper: sometimes Believe in miracles: yes Consider yourself tolerant of others: sure Consider love a mistake: I heard a quote from a movie once, “some of the best times we had were mistakes.” And they were in love Like the taste of alcohol: yes, that’s y I drink it. I don’t drink to get drunk, where is the fun in that Have a favorite candy: all candy Believe in astrology: sure y not Believe in magic: nope Believe in God: yes I do Have any pets: a dog ginger; a dog addy; a cat callie; three geckos mr. stickeyfoot, hulk, sandy; a hamster alex Go or plan to go to college: in college right now, and trying to stay in it too Have any tattoos: no, but I want one Hate yourself: sometimes Have an obsession: yes Have a secret crush: no Do they know yet: I don’t have one Have a best friend: well after last night, 3 Wish on stars: if I can find one Care about looks: nope
=Love life= First crush: oh shit, Meredith cannon, back in 1st grade First kiss: mel Single or attached: I don’t like that word, so taken Ever been in love: yes Do you believe in love at first sight: “if u believe in love at first sight, then u wont ever find it” don’t know who said that, but think about it, its true Do you believe in "the one": yes I do Describe your ideal significant other: smart, funny, nice, caring, can put up with me (that’s a biggie), loving, can go out w/ me even if she doesn’t have any makeup on
=Word association= Rubber: “ s” Rock: and roll Green: cheez Wet: *smiles really big* “shower” or use ur imagination Cry: babies Peanut: butter and jelly Hay: horsies Cold: snuggle Steamy: hot, shower… drip, drip, drip…. *smiles really big again* Fast: and hard, or slow and soft Freaky: dancing Rain: long walks Bite: nibble, *slurp* , yummy, Blow: *cough cough* job *cough cough*
=Appearance= Hair: dirrty blonde Eyes: blue Height: 5' 8”
=Either/or= Club or house party: how bout party in my pants Beer or cider: apple juice Cats or dogs: dogs Pen or pencil: Pen Gloves or mittens: gloves Food or candy: both Cassette or cd: CD Coke or Pepsi: pepsi This or that: that
=Last thing you= Bought: gas Ate and Drank: ate was chikin and sausage gumbo, drink was water Read: interpreting mineral reservations: the duhig rule Watched on tv: baby looney tunes and hey Arnold ( went back and forth)
=Last person you= Talked to: phone, heather… computer, laura Hugged: heather, yesterday morning at church Instant messaged: laura Kissed: heather
=Where do you= Eat: in bed Cry: wherever Wish you were: on a cruise w/ heather, basil, rachel, and john
=Have you ever= Dated one of your best friends: no Loved somebody so much it made you cry: Yes, very much so Done drugs: nope, drugs kill u man, and weed isn’t a drug Broken the law: yes, many times Run away from home: no Broken a bone: finger Played truth or dare: yes Kissed someone you didn't know: nope Come close to dying: ive been decapitated b4
=What is= The most embarrassing cd in your collection: Britney spears Your bedroom like: the way it normally is, dirrty Your favorite thing for breakfast: anything Your favorite restaurant: joe’s crab shack
=Random questions. What's on your bedside table: alarm, pens, a picture of heather, well two pictures of heather, and other shit What do you eat when you raid the fridge at night: anything If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done: nothing What's your biggest fear: being alone What feature are you most insecure about: skinny-ness Do you ever have to beg: nope Are you a pyromaniac: fuck yeah!!!!!! Do you have too many love interests: nope, just one Crushes: nope Do you know anyone famous: just u Describe your bed: twin that vibrates now *smiles* Spontaneous or plan: spontaneous Do you know how to play poker: yup What do you carry with you at all times: picture of heather How do you drive: bad outta hell What do you miss most about being little: recess Are you happy with your given name: yes How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year: don’t care What colour is your bedroom: white What was the last song you were listening to: my personal hymn by tripleshot Have you ever been in a play: nope Do you talk a lot: fuck yeah Do you like yourself and believe in yourself: most of the time Do you think you're cute: nope Do poor, homeless or starving people sometimes annoy you: nope Do you consider yourself to be a nice person: yeah What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands: nothing, it doesn’t bother me. As long as the guys don’t come on to me
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last night while i was lying in bed trying to sleep, which i didnt sleep, i made a new friend. well actually, ive had this friend for a while, just never knew what to call him or anything. well nast night he got a name.
no one take this personally, but he is the only friend that is always there for me and will always be. y? because he is me. u see, i talk to myself all the time. i guess its like my ego or id talking w/ me. but whenever i feel like shit, i talk to him. and he makes me feel better.
since i talk to myself all the time, he has a name, and he is "real", do i get a funny psychotic name??
but since he is alwyas there and will never leave me, i decided to go ahead and name him. his name is william. since i am andrew, and he IS me, he is my other name. he is the pink gecko too. im a red lizzard. gecko is similar to lizzard, and pink is similar to red. so he is william the pink gecko.
so in reality, i have 5 friends. i talk to two on regular basis, one when that person actually wants to talk, and two when they can take the time off to say hi. i will admit tho, one is making more progress now then a few months ago :)
if u wanna know which friends are who, either figure it out, or ask me. and either me or william will tell u. and sorry again if i offend anyone.
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all i can say is......
john u fucking rocked hardcore!!!! yall were awesome!!
after the concert, come home and fucked around. kinda bored and nonenergertic now. so video games and something corporate for u.
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THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME: 01 | failing 02 | "forever" 03 | bush running this country, again
THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH: 01 | heather 02 | basil 03 | juanita
THREE THINGS I LOVE: 01 | heather 02 | my four real friends 03 | music
THREE THINGS I HATE: 01 | fucking stupid drivers 02 | bush 03 | boredom
THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND: 01 | why im here 02 | since i hear voices sometimes in my head, im called abnormal 03 | when we talk to GOD it considered prayer, but when GOD talks to us we're considered psychotic
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK 01 | hacky sack 02 | monitor 03 | Psuedophedrine hydrochloride tablets
THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW: 01 | being bored 02 | waiting to get off work 03 | this thingy
THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE: 01 | bungee jump 02 | sky dive 03 | have a family
THREE THINGS I CAN DO: 01 | be an asshole 02 | fuck up a lot 03 | be there for people when they need me
THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY: 01 | fucking hyper as shit 02 | outgoing 03 | dumbfuck
THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO: 01 | sing 02 | sit still 03 | not talk
THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO: 01 | the voice inside ur head 02 | ur friends 03 | me
THREE THINGS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO EVER: 01 | someone u dont know 02 | someone u havent met in person 03 | george bush
THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST: 01 | but yeah 02 | fuck 03 | huh?
THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS: 01 | pizza 02 | cow 03 | duck ;)
THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN: 01 | how not to be musically challenged 02 | why im here 03 | french and italian
THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY: 01 | pepsi 02 | water 03 | coke
THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID: 01 | scooby-doo 02 | teenage mutant ninja tutles 03 | all the shows on Nick Jr.
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"My Personal Hymn"
My passtime's aggrivation Cause I can't please you And I grit my teeth with agitation Im not pulling through Everyline's not good enough Wont make the grade Im taken for a good for laughs scherade Though I still parade my problems out Its easier to stand up scream and shout
These are my words You can't have them This is my life My personal hymn This is my heart Use it at will For a good cause Or a cheap thrill
Hit it with acceleration From my hopes and my dreams And I want to tell the whole nation Just what it means To stand in the face of something you love And be told that youre not good enough Youre skill is poor And what is more Something once five will be changed to four
These are my words You can't have them This is my life My personal hymn This is my heart Use it at will For a good cause Or a cheap thrill
Im holding the inkfilled daggar I choose not to prolong Embedded will be my message for you Youll probably sing along My pen has more clout Than my mouth ever will And when I aim with words Im aiming to kill
So lets play a game (Your heart can't hate) I'll roll the dice (What your eyes can't see) And thats how many times (Your heart can't hate) I get to make a slice (What your eyes can't see) At you and make you hurt
These are my words You can't have them This is my life My personal hymn This is my heart Use it at will For a good cause Or a cheap thrill
My words, my words My words, my words My heart you had From the very start
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hey there peoples. not much has heppened lately. nothing really does happen till the w/e. but the weekend is here. so im gonna update now, and then update on sunday or monday on how it went.
nothing exciting monday or tuesday, but its ok. wednesday morning was fun, loud music in my room almost breaking shit!! went to lunch w/ heather, jessie, and randy. that was fun. lots of energy flowing there. then went to work. nothing happened here. very boring, and it stole my energy. (fucker) then went to class and took a test. headed up at church, and i saw hippity-hop! i was happy again. its been 5 months since ive last seen him, so i liked that. but we had lil folk festival and that was ok. none of the lil kids know how to play twister w/out cheating, so i was a lil mad. after that was over, took whitney's b/f home and then we went home. yeah, im a fucking idgit. i swore i took my wallet out of my shorts after lunch and put them in my pants for work. i mean, i swore i did. but i didnt, i was freaking out and drove everywhere i went looking for it. well whitney called and said that it was still in my back pocket from lunch. yeah, im a fucktard. so i was pretty pist at myself for that one. so i went up to rusk to take out my anger the only way i know how w/out breaking shit. kick a ball against a wall. worked too. went home and didnt feel too hot the rest of the night. so i took an hour long shower and that made me feel better. much better, and i slept good too. thursday went to school, it was ok, i guess. i mean its school and school sucks. but after class i went up to MHS to say hi to heather b4 she went off to PALS. then i went home and spent 5 hours on the computer d/l music. i gots lots of new music. good shit too. a few new bands that no one knows, so i like that. then off to psychology. kinda boring, but its all good. if yall wanna know what we tlaked about, ask me, and ill make u a copy of the vocab list. very interesting! ;-) but i dont know what the hell happened to me, but i got this burst of energy outta nowhere. i couldnt shut up, sit still, or do a damn thing right. IT WAS AWESOME!!! im driving home and scared a lil girl and her mommy by looking at them! go me!! then i go home and couldnt sit still there either. i call heather and talk for a few minutes but then she had to go. :'( i was sad. no one to talk to when i was hyper as fuck. but rachel called me back to talk about time on saturday. i dont know yet. ill figure it out today. but i was sitting them playing video games all like "vrrrrooooooooommmmmm, vrrrrrrrooooooooooooooooooommmmm, vvvvrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrroooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm" because i was playing ROADBLASTERS on nintendo. it was fun! then i go get in shower and go to bed. sleep was good. woke up this morning and came to work. had to do a few things, but not too bad. now im sitting here burning CDs and listening to new music!!! \m/ fuck ya! tonight im goin to watch the LEE -v- MHS game. thats gonna be fun. err, i hope it is. because u see, statisticly, LEE will win. but i dont want them to. i want MHS to win. so i hope that MHS can go out there and kick some ass! GO DAWGS! (even tho i went to LEE, i only like their soccer team, b/c i played on it). so thats what im doin tonight. ill talk to yall later. bye bye.
lizzard
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