the red lizzard's shit

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 16:15:18 GMT

I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions.
No more, no less. Ask me anything you want and I will answer it.
Then, I want you to go to your journal,
copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.

its been a while i know. i havent had time to get on w/ work and school. not much has happened tho.
it had been two years! that a big thing.
easter sucked, had to help move my brother and his wife. matt is a one armed bandit. had a fight w/ car and lost. fractured his wrist.
did get to eat at two awesome restraunts tho down in sugar land.
this past w/e went to putt putt and played golf, lazer tag, and go-carts. that was fun.

weight room is fun, and is paying off. slowly, but surely. im almost back to the shape i was junior and beginning of senior year. im happy about that.

ok no more. im bored. talk to yall later.

pet lizzard

holy shit! he updated

Fri, 11 Mar 2005 15:57:31 GMT

You scored as Anarchism. <'Imunimaginative's Deviantart Page'>

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Anarchism

100%

Communism

92%

Democrat

67%

Fascism

58%

Socialist

50%

Nazi

25%

Green

Republican

What Political Party Do Your Beliefs Put You In?
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first off i thought that was on the dot.

well its been forever since ive been in here. i really havent had time. i got school, work, church, school, work, church, all the time. i never have time to get on here anymore. sorry guys.
not too much has happened anyways. i mean, nothing exciting.
bubba did come into town this week and we played darts a lot and video games.
mom has been outta town since tuesday afternoon. whit went with her.
nothing happened worth talking about.
so yeah.

i guess i can start putting stuff in here more often now. ill make time.
ok well im gonna go now. got to get back to work.

talk to yall later.

pet lizzard

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 22:44:34 GMT

You scored as Visual/Spatial. You probably feel at home with the visual arts, maps, charts, and diagrams. You tend to think in images and pictures. You learn best by looking at pictures and slides, watching videos or movies, and visualizing. People like you include sculptors, painters, surgeons and engineers.

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Visual/Spatial

93%

Bodily/Kinesthetic

79%

Intrapersonal

68%

Logical/Mathematical

61%

Interpersonal

61%

Verbal/Linguistic

39%

Musical/Rhythmic

25%

The Rogers Indicator of Multiple Intelligences
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Sat, 08 Jan 2005 02:17:21 GMT

damn, its been a whole month since ive been in here. im not on the computer very often anymore. sorry guys. even tho i doubt anyone even noticed that.

christmas kinda sucked. down in houston w/ family, and i couldnt go anywhere, so i was locked up. came home and then new years came. that was fun. spent it w/ heather at her house. we had fun, just watched tv and played video games.
all ive really been doin is work. it sucks balls. like always.
im gonna go bowling w/ amy and brian and others from church.

bubba, u need to come back in town. it was fun w/ u here. maybe soon i can come down there.

thats it, fuck off.

Mon, 13 Dec 2004 04:13:37 GMT

why does the weekend have to be over already??

i dont want monday to come. mondays suck!

i want it to be the weekend again.

Sat, 04 Dec 2004 07:32:33 GMT

( ) been drunk
(X) smoked pot
( ) snorted anything
(X) popped pills
(X) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(X) kissed a member of the same sex
(X) crashed a friend's car
( ) been to Japan
(X) ridden in a taxi
( ) met a movie star
( ) had sex
(X) been in love
( ) had sex in public
(X) been dumped
(X) dumped someone
(X) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(X) been in a fist fight
( ) had a threesome
(X) snuck out of my parent's house
(X) been tied up
( ) been caught masturbating
( ) broken an arm
( ) had a one night stand
( ) been arrested
( ) stolen parents' car
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) stole something from a job
( ) celebrated new years in time square
( ) gone on a blind date
(X) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
( ) been to Europe
(X) skipped school
(X) skipped school soley to smoke pot
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) cut myself on purpose
( ) had sex at the office
( ) been engaged
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) had children
( ) seen someone die
( ) been to Africa
(X) slapped someone I loved
( ) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball
( ) Flown somewhere to attend a show/festival/fetish ball
( ) Been to Canada
(X) Been to Mexico
(X) Been on a plane
(X) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) Thrown up in a bar
(X) Purposely set a part of yourself on fire
(X) Told someone you hated them
(X) Told someone you loved them, romantically, and meant it
( ) Lived alone
( ) Been on a cruise ship
( ) Been on the subway
( ) Been on a train
(X) Been to Disney World
( ) Been to Disney Land
( ) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been snowboarding
( ) Had sex at a friend's house when they were throwing a party
( ) Given Oral Sex
( ) Met someone in person from the internet
( ) :: WALKED IN ON THEM... didnt want to see that::
(X) Eaten deer meat
(speak your mind)

i cant sleep. i was tired, but after i finihsed watching a movie, i couldnt sleep. so i am finishing watching american wedding.
looking at that lil survey, i dont have a very interesting life. i dont know.
i saw this in someones thing a couple of days ago and just now decided to do it myself.
oh well. i dont really know. i got bitched out pretty hardcore thursday.
somehow my cell phone bill jumped from $50 a month to $135. dont know how. but got in deep shit for it.
i owe my mom money for insurance and cell phone, got to pay college in the next week, christmas is coming up soon and i have no money.
in april i have to pay those taxes things, and ill get screwed over that.
ive kinda fucked everything up in my life, except w/ heather. shes the only one that is still there for me.
i dont know how the hell im gonna get thru this month.
i did get the computer fixed. thats a plus.
u know what? i really, really, wish i had a time machine. i would go back to the first grade and do everything over again.
start over and not fuck up like i did. ive fucked up school since 1st grade and its still screwed up.
and maybe i wouldnt have screwed myself over at work either. ya know??

im just a fuck up.

thanks for taking the time to listen to me bitch.

and mostly thank you heather for still being here for me when no one else is. i love you.

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 19:08:57 GMT

well i havent been in here in a while. not much has happened. but here is a recap of some stuff.

school is boring, work still sucks. i have managed to go a week w/out being bitched at by my mom. thats an improvment.
thanksgiving wasnt all that great. kinda sick, and bubba decided to not come in. heather was gone so i was bored the whole time.
beat my cousin in pool 8 to 2. had three margaritas on wednesday night. played video games, watched tv, and talked to heather.

thats about all that has really happened for a while. so too bad.

sorry MHS that yall lost. i really thought yall had what it took. :-(

nothing more really. kinda bored.

ive got to go pack some boxes for work, so im outta here. call the cell if u wanna talk.

take care people and have a good week. and remember, only 2 1/2 weeks left of school guys. well for those of us here in midland.
so good luck on tests comeing up and finishing out the semester.

later
pet lizzard

hey liz, im a 4 too

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 19:02:57 GMT

You Are the Individualist

4

You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself.

You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable.

You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt.

Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel.

What number are you?

i actually found it

Wed, 17 Nov 2004 22:00:27 GMT

i knew when i d/l this song that i had heard it somewhere.
i couldnt figure out where from.
it was until now that when i looked at the words, that i figured it out.
i guess u could call me stupid, or oblivious.

Looking into your eyes
I see all I want to be
And if I could only put to words
The way I see you
I only know
I have an angel with me now

And when I fall asleep
You're all that I see
You're in my thoughts
And all of my dreams
I wish I could be
All that you mean to me

My Angel without wings
My angel

I wish you could see
All you mean to me
But I could never find the words to tell you

And when I fall asleep
You're all that I see
You're in my thoughts
And all of my dreams
I wish I could be
All that you mean to me

And when I fall asleep
You're all that I see
You're in my thoughts
And all of my dreams
I wish I could be
All that you mean to me

My angel without wings

Wed, 17 Nov 2004 20:06:10 GMT

john, cyrus, and me are fucking stupid motherfucking people. but damn, we know how to have fun.

yesterday morning we decided to go rent a canoe and go down the midland draw with it(also known as the scharbauer draw) but instead we bought a blow up inertube and played in the "Rio MC" and the draw. lots of fun, till john and i froze our balls off. damn that water was cold!!

but lots of fun. and if it rains again like that in the next few days, we are soooo doin it again. yall should call us up to see where we be at.

gonna go be bored now. later.

lizzard

Mon, 15 Nov 2004 21:57:30 GMT

well the end of last week sucked, major.

got bitched out thursday, got bitched out friday, got bitched out saturday morning, got bitched at sunday for a lil bit. but so far no bitchyness today, but its also only 4:00pm.

friday night didnt do much. i think all i did was play video games, build w/ K'NEX, and talk to heather. saturday watched movies w/ mom and sat around while heather was at work. when she got off she came over. we ran to petsmart for amnimal food, and then to taco villa for human food. went back home, ate and headed into my room. watched tv and talked about random stuff. just like good ole days. we found out why God made my feet like hands. talking just to be talkin, laughing b/c we are retarded. yup. fun times. sunday went to church, and no one was there. it was soooo empty, wow! but went home ate lunch and played video games. took my truck up to sear's b/c the tire went flat again. (damn fucking tire). walked around the mall w/ heather while she looked for a dress for her black and white thing this saturday. i will say, the dress she got, she looks very very good in. went back and got my truck. headed over to jen's for her and laura's joint party. it was fun. had to leave early b/c mom had dinner ready when i got home at 7:00. sorry i couldnt stay longer girls, i really did want too. so home to dinner, video games, and reading of my psychology book. chapter 10: motivation and emotion. i only read the motivation part, and it was the 5 time ive read it too. very interesting stuff. then went to bed. woke up this morning and off to work. havent done really anything. nothing much to do. but oh well

i got class in 1 1/2 hours. great fun. not really. but thats it, im outta here. talk to yall later.

lizzard

hey heather, here is the other one

Tue, 09 Nov 2004 03:46:28 GMT

im sorry, i could only remember one of the things.
i remembered both parts of the first one, but only the first one of the second one.
so here ya go, i remembered both patrs now. look at them.

here ya go baby. hope u enjoy both this one and the other one.

fuck yeah

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 23:04:01 GMT

More About Me...

Name: William Andrew Leonhard
Nicknames: drew, lizzard, gecko, bob, dumbass, fucktard, boy, mine
The best day ever: march 19th

=now=
Current mood: I gotta pee
Current music: a step behind
Current taste: water
Current hair: there
Current clothes: khakis, long sleeve reddish/pinkish shirt, red polo shirt, black belt, socks, tennis shoes, no underwear!!
Current annoyance: the fact that I gotta go pee and cant right now
Current smell: office
Current thing I ought to be doing: reading
Current desktop picture: a mountain
Current favorite band: either a step behind or tripleshot

=Do I=
Smoke: nope, no more
Do drugs: hell no, drugs kill u man
Have a dream that keeps coming back: yes, the one I had Friday night, well I had it again Saturday night and last night…. U know which one im talking about heather
Read the newspaper: sometimes
Believe in miracles: yes
Consider yourself tolerant of others: sure
Consider love a mistake: I heard a quote from a movie once, “some of the best times we had were mistakes.” And they were in love
Like the taste of alcohol: yes, that’s y I drink it. I don’t drink to get drunk, where is the fun in that
Have a favorite candy: all candy
Believe in astrology: sure y not
Believe in magic: nope
Believe in God: yes I do
Have any pets: a dog ginger; a dog addy; a cat callie; three geckos mr. stickeyfoot, hulk, sandy; a hamster alex
Go or plan to go to college: in college right now, and trying to stay in it too
Have any tattoos: no, but I want one
Hate yourself: sometimes
Have an obsession: yes
Have a secret crush: no
Do they know yet: I don’t have one
Have a best friend: well after last night, 3
Wish on stars: if I can find one
Care about looks: nope

=Love life=
First crush: oh shit, Meredith cannon, back in 1st grade
First kiss: mel
Single or attached: I don’t like that word, so taken
Ever been in love: yes
Do you believe in love at first sight: “if u believe in love at first sight, then u wont ever find it” don’t know who said that, but think about it, its true
Do you believe in "the one": yes I do
Describe your ideal significant other: smart, funny, nice, caring, can put up with me (that’s a biggie), loving, can go out w/ me even if she doesn’t have any makeup on

=Word association=
Rubber: “ s”
Rock: and roll
Green: cheez
Wet: *smiles really big* “shower” or use ur imagination
Cry: babies
Peanut: butter and jelly
Hay: horsies
Cold: snuggle
Steamy: hot, shower… drip, drip, drip…. *smiles really big again*
Fast: and hard, or slow and soft
Freaky: dancing
Rain: long walks
Bite: nibble, *slurp* , yummy,
Blow: *cough cough* job *cough cough*

=Appearance=
Hair: dirrty blonde
Eyes: blue
Height: 5' 8”

=Either/or=
Club or house party: how bout party in my pants
Beer or cider: apple juice
Cats or dogs: dogs
Pen or pencil: Pen
Gloves or mittens: gloves
Food or candy: both
Cassette or cd: CD
Coke or Pepsi: pepsi
This or that: that

=Last thing you=
Bought: gas
Ate and Drank: ate was chikin and sausage gumbo, drink was water
Read: interpreting mineral reservations: the duhig rule
Watched on tv: baby looney tunes and hey Arnold ( went back and forth)

=Last person you=
Talked to: phone, heather… computer, laura
Hugged: heather, yesterday morning at church
Instant messaged: laura
Kissed: heather

=Where do you=
Eat: in bed
Cry: wherever
Wish you were: on a cruise w/ heather, basil, rachel, and john

=Have you ever=
Dated one of your best friends: no
Loved somebody so much it made you cry: Yes, very much so
Done drugs: nope, drugs kill u man, and weed isn’t a drug
Broken the law: yes, many times
Run away from home: no
Broken a bone: finger
Played truth or dare: yes
Kissed someone you didn't know: nope
Come close to dying: ive been decapitated b4

=What is=
The most embarrassing cd in your collection: Britney spears
Your bedroom like: the way it normally is, dirrty
Your favorite thing for breakfast: anything
Your favorite restaurant: joe’s crab shack

=Random questions.
What's on your bedside table: alarm, pens, a picture of heather, well two pictures of heather, and other shit
What do you eat when you raid the fridge at night: anything
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done: nothing
What's your biggest fear: being alone
What feature are you most insecure about: skinny-ness
Do you ever have to beg: nope
Are you a pyromaniac: fuck yeah!!!!!!
Do you have too many love interests: nope, just one
Crushes: nope
Do you know anyone famous: just u
Describe your bed: twin that vibrates now *smiles*
Spontaneous or plan: spontaneous
Do you know how to play poker: yup
What do you carry with you at all times: picture of heather
How do you drive: bad outta hell
What do you miss most about being little: recess
Are you happy with your given name: yes
How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year: don’t care
What colour is your bedroom: white
What was the last song you were listening to: my personal hymn by tripleshot
Have you ever been in a play: nope
Do you talk a lot: fuck yeah
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself: most of the time
Do you think you're cute: nope
Do poor, homeless or starving people sometimes annoy you: nope
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person: yeah
What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands: nothing, it doesn’t bother me. As long as the guys don’t come on to me

here ya go heather

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 17:10:17 GMT

thought u might like that one.

i made a new friend

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 14:48:55 GMT

last night while i was lying in bed trying to sleep, which i didnt sleep, i made a new friend. well actually, ive had this friend for a while, just never knew what to call him or anything. well nast night he got a name.

no one take this personally, but he is the only friend that is always there for me and will always be. y? because he is me. u see, i talk to myself all the time. i guess its like my ego or id talking w/ me. but whenever i feel like shit, i talk to him. and he makes me feel better.

since i talk to myself all the time, he has a name, and he is "real", do i get a funny psychotic name??

but since he is alwyas there and will never leave me, i decided to go ahead and name him.
his name is william. since i am andrew, and he IS me, he is my other name.
he is the pink gecko too. im a red lizzard. gecko is similar to lizzard, and pink is similar to red.
so he is william the pink gecko.

so in reality, i have 5 friends. i talk to two on regular basis, one when that person actually wants to talk, and two when they can take the time off to say hi.
i will admit tho, one is making more progress now then a few months ago :)

if u wanna know which friends are who, either figure it out, or ask me. and either me or william will tell u. and sorry again if i offend anyone.

Sat, 06 Nov 2004 05:34:04 GMT

all i can say is......

john u fucking rocked hardcore!!!! yall were awesome!!

after the concert, come home and fucked around. kinda bored and nonenergertic now. so video games and something corporate for u.

stolen, now i can do it

Fri, 05 Nov 2004 22:26:19 GMT

my personal hymn

Thu, 04 Nov 2004 19:53:36 GMT

"My Personal Hymn"

My passtime's aggrivation
Cause I can't please you
And I grit my teeth with agitation
Im not pulling through
Everyline's not good enough
Wont make the grade
Im taken for a good for laughs scherade
Though I still parade my problems out
Its easier to stand up scream and shout

These are my words
You can't have them
This is my life
My personal hymn
This is my heart
Use it at will
For a good cause
Or a cheap thrill

Hit it with acceleration
From my hopes and my dreams
And I want to tell the whole nation
Just what it means
To stand in the face of something you love
And be told that youre not good enough
Youre skill is poor
And what is more
Something once five will be changed to four

These are my words
You can't have them
This is my life
My personal hymn
This is my heart
Use it at will
For a good cause
Or a cheap thrill

Im holding the inkfilled daggar
I choose not to prolong
Embedded will be my message for you
Youll probably sing along
My pen has more clout
Than my mouth ever will
And when I aim with words
Im aiming to kill

So lets play a game
(Your heart can't hate)
I'll roll the dice
(What your eyes can't see)
And thats how many times
(Your heart can't hate)
I get to make a slice
(What your eyes can't see)
At you and make you hurt

These are my words
You can't have them
This is my life
My personal hymn
This is my heart
Use it at will
For a good cause
Or a cheap thrill

My words, my words
My words, my words
My heart you had
From the very start

Fri, 29 Oct 2004 20:22:47 GMT

everyone i talked to in the past few minutes isnt happy. :'(

Fri, 29 Oct 2004 16:27:10 GMT

hey there peoples. not much has heppened lately. nothing really does happen till the w/e. but the weekend is here. so im gonna update now, and then update on sunday or monday on how it went.

nothing exciting monday or tuesday, but its ok. wednesday morning was fun, loud music in my room almost breaking shit!! went to lunch w/ heather, jessie, and randy. that was fun. lots of energy flowing there. then went to work. nothing happened here. very boring, and it stole my energy. (fucker) then went to class and took a test. headed up at church, and i saw hippity-hop! i was happy again. its been 5 months since ive last seen him, so i liked that. but we had lil folk festival and that was ok. none of the lil kids know how to play twister w/out cheating, so i was a lil mad. after that was over, took whitney's b/f home and then we went home.
yeah, im a fucking idgit. i swore i took my wallet out of my shorts after lunch and put them in my pants for work. i mean, i swore i did. but i didnt, i was freaking out and drove everywhere i went looking for it. well whitney called and said that it was still in my back pocket from lunch. yeah, im a fucktard. so i was pretty pist at myself for that one. so i went up to rusk to take out my anger the only way i know how w/out breaking shit. kick a ball against a wall. worked too.
went home and didnt feel too hot the rest of the night. so i took an hour long shower and that made me feel better. much better, and i slept good too.
thursday went to school, it was ok, i guess. i mean its school and school sucks. but after class i went up to MHS to say hi to heather b4 she went off to PALS. then i went home and spent 5 hours on the computer d/l music. i gots lots of new music. good shit too. a few new bands that no one knows, so i like that. then off to psychology. kinda boring, but its all good. if yall wanna know what we tlaked about, ask me, and ill make u a copy of the vocab list. very interesting! ;-) but i dont know what the hell happened to me, but i got this burst of energy outta nowhere. i couldnt shut up, sit still, or do a damn thing right. IT WAS AWESOME!!! im driving home and scared a lil girl and her mommy by looking at them! go me!! then i go home and couldnt sit still there either. i call heather and talk for a few minutes but then she had to go. :'( i was sad. no one to talk to when i was hyper as fuck. but rachel called me back to talk about time on saturday. i dont know yet. ill figure it out today. but i was sitting them playing video games all like "vrrrrooooooooommmmmm, vrrrrrrrooooooooooooooooooommmmm, vvvvrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrroooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm" because i was playing ROADBLASTERS on nintendo. it was fun! then i go get in shower and go to bed. sleep was good.
woke up this morning and came to work. had to do a few things, but not too bad. now im sitting here burning CDs and listening to new music!!! \m/ fuck ya!
tonight im goin to watch the LEE -v- MHS game. thats gonna be fun. err, i hope it is. because u see, statisticly, LEE will win. but i dont want them to. i want MHS to win. so i hope that MHS can go out there and kick some ass! GO DAWGS! (even tho i went to LEE, i only like their soccer team, b/c i played on it). so thats what im doin tonight. ill talk to yall later. bye bye.

lizzard

damn i love this band!!

Thu, 28 Oct 2004 20:09:00 GMT

"Proper Precautions For a Fake Suicide"

Why don't you get away from this
away from everything
it all comes back to you
take the easy way out
you're so selfish
you always think of yourself

Slitted wrists and knife stab wounds
the pictures all too clear
you ended up alone
sitting by yourself
thinking ways to turn back time
it's way too late right now

Where were you this time
I walked through the door alone
If you stumble in my arms
I will break your bones for sure
and my bleeding heart will soak right through your shirt
getting ready for the day to end and wash away
feelings felt straight from the past
the futures coming too fast

If you stumble in my arms
I will break your bones for sure
and my bleeding heart will soak right through your shirt
getting ready for the day to end and wash away
feelings felt straight from the past
the futures coming too fast

"Genre's on a Roll"

Looks to kill
moves a thrill
away from funerals outside
makeup’s vain
eyes are wide
awake from everything but shy
take your pick
fashions host
styles nothing but a ghost
feelings gone
genre's on a roll
and taking side

We will change the world
we will make them see
we will open eyes
show them who will be
on the top in the end
at the finish line
tell your friends goodbye
cause they're wasting your time

Empty floors
open soars
soaked in bitter ending why
feelings die
after lies
just to justify the right
lose the fight
take a hit
taste defeat
and not a win
feelings gone
genre's on a roll
and taking sides

We will change the world
we will make them see
we will open eyes
show them who will be
on the top in the end
at the finish line
tell your friends goodbye
cause they're wasting your time

Genres on a roll and taking side
Genres on a roll and taking side
Genres on a roll and taking side

We will change the world
we will make them see
we will open eyes
show them who will be
on the top in the end
at the finish line
tell your friends goodbye
cause they're wasting your time

"I'm Losing"

One thought one misconception
you hold my body close
I think I’m losing my grip
I think I’m losing control
our fear is my obsession
kind hearts inside are cold
I think I’m losing my grip
I think I’m losing control

Unmask your hidden passions
this masquerade grows old
I think I’m losing my grip
I think I’m losing control
deaf ears fall hard on silence
attempted shock I know
I think I’m losing my grip
I think I’m losing control

These interests kills me
and looks they heal my wounds
but why this time spent wasted
and I feel your pain right now
I think I’m falling down
I’m wasting all my patience on you

These interests kills me
and looks they heal my wounds
but why this time spent wasted
and I feel your pain right now
I think I’m falling down
I’m wasting all my patience on you

good band.

im the first!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thu, 28 Oct 2004 05:45:10 GMT

im the first to say this in here!!!!!

BOSTON WON!!! BOSTON WON!!! GO BOSTON, YALL WON!!!
BOSTON WINS THE WORLD SERIES!!! THEY ARENT CURSED ANY MORE!!!

good job bois. season well played. fantastic come-backs and nice upsets. good job again.

fuck you st. louis!

im out.
lizzard

p.s. hour long showers are good. :-D

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 21:52:34 GMT

The walls inside
my heart are bleeding
I tell you this
because I'm leaving
opportunity comes
at the worst time and place
it creeps up from behind
and puts you in your place
a roller coaster of pain is
running through my mind
I think about the day I leave
all of the time

Disillusions of former self are running through my head nowhere to go
but back from here no rearview mirror to show the way you came
I can’t be held accountable for things upon your past
I can’t expect to live with you if you want things to last cause

You and me we can’t foresee
who will be the last one
and things will never be
the way they seem
until I’m back in action

The thoughts inside
my head are twisted
with no respect
for future wishes
the days gone by
have come too fast
you’re a part of my future
like a part of my past
if you don’t look down
then things will be alright
I think about the day I leave
all of the time

Disillusions of former self are running through my head nowhere to go
but back from here no rearview mirror to show the way you came
I can’t be held accountable for things upon your past
I can’t expect to live with you if you want things to last cause

You and me we can’t foresee
who will be the last one
and things will never be
the way they seem
until I’m back in action

You and me we can’t foresee
who will be the last one
and things will never be
the way they seem
until I’m back in action

im bored and pist off

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 21:35:55 GMT

today has sucked monkey balls.
with the exception of lunch.
besides that, it FUCKING BLOWS!!!!

just in time for halloween

Mon, 25 Oct 2004 14:44:50 GMT

Your LJ Halloween Party by cerulean_dreams
Username
What are you going to be for Halloween?
Dressed up as a Vampire	wildangelbd
Came as a psycho Clown	jupitersunrise1
Dressed up as a Nudist	rhythmnbold
Came as a Sexy Witch	redlizzard
Painted themselves yellow and ran around screaming	musicmandom
Dressed up as a Pirate	justforjane
Wore a Catwoman outfit	wayfaring
Dressed up as Dr. Frankenfurter	longwaysgone
Spiked the Punch	reckl35sa84nd0n
Is coming after you with a real knife	atomicmonk

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Your Halloween Future by raspberryfixx
Username
age
your costume is	trailor trash.
you will try to kiss	wildangelbd
after having	31
shots of	snowcaps.
you end up boning	lil_froggy86
on a	dog house
for	10 mintues.
the next morning, you think..	"i better get paid for this."

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Halloween Costume picker by ladybugadria

username

favorite color

pick a number

your friend

lil_froggy86

thinks you should dress as a

stripper

but

atomicmonk

thinks you should wear

an apron

but the best costume choice for you is a

vampire

and you should take

wildangelbd

and

acrach8

with you when you go trick or treating

in your underwear

precent chance that you will have fun on Halloween: 77%

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The Halloween Party: The Morning After. by romanticdreamz
Username
Halloween Costume
The last thing you remember?	Bobbing for apples - in the fruit salad.
You left the party wearing?	Your underwear.
Will you do it again?	Only if you paid me...

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Halloween with LJ Buds by BlackBobCat
Username
Your costume	Devil
You go to	acrach8
's house to party.	longwaysgone
is there and you both	Get drunk
after that you see	wildangelbd
they are dressed as	a Drag Queen

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Halloween Party! by BlackBobCat

Username

You're age

You're costume is

getting pulled off

is getting drunk

luckymelmel

was the one who spiked the punch

longwaysgone

dressed as a fairy

wayfaring

dressed as a rock star